Dear Jellybean,
Wow.
So is this really my 11th letter to you, someone I have yet to even
meet? I'm speechless. OK, well, not really speechless (trust me, you'll
learn to love my Chatty Cathy ways, among other things), but it is quite
a feat, isn't it? It's odd, but in all these letters I've written, I've
honestly never had a picture of you in my head. I have no idea where
we'll meet, what you'll look like and the more-likely-awkward
things I'll say to you within the first 10 minutes of our date (I figure
if that doesn't scare you away, nothing will).
Over
the course of these 11 letters, I've laughed, I've said the wrong thing
(more than once) and of course I've been my adorably dorky self. But the
majority of letters have been about you, you, you. Take a look at this
quote:
You
know what it means to me? I haven't given myself enough credit, not
just in these letters, but in my entire life. I've harped and criticized
myself to near-death, and where has it gotten me? Yup. Nowhere. Not
anywhere close to where I want to be. So you know what? I'll just say
it: I'm going to rock your world. Trust me. Your life won't be complete
until you meet me. You have no idea now, but your life is nowhere near
as grand as it will be when you catch your first glimpse of me. I'm
going to change your world, how you look at the world, how you look at
people and especially how you look at yourself. It's going to be
awesome, to say the least. I'm going to open up your world and expand
your mind drug-free! When you meet me, you're going to inevitably say to
yourself, "Damn, how did a girl like this stay single for so long?" and
I'll say, "Because you took your sweet damn time finding your way to
me." And then you'll laugh and I'll laugh. And then we'll pour ourselves
a tall glass of Ice Tea at sunset...and maybe do other things.
Until we meet...
xoxo,
Vi
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